借口

翻着我们的照片
想念若隐若现
去年的冬天
我们笑得很甜
看着你哭泣的脸
对着我说再见
来不及听见
你已走得很远
也许你已经放弃我
也许已经很难回头
我知道是自己错过
请再给我一个理由
说你不爱我

就算是我不懂
能不能原谅我
请不要把分手当作你的请求
我知道坚持要走是你受伤的借口
请你回头
我会陪你一直走到最后

就算没有结果
我也能够承受
我知道你的痛
是我给的承诺
你说给过我纵容
沉默是因为包容

如果要走
请你记得我

翻着我们的照片
想念若隐若现
去年的冬天
我们笑得很甜
看着你哭泣的脸
对着我说再见
来不及听见
你已走得很远
也许你已经放弃我
也许已经很难回头
我知道是自己错过
请再给我一个理由
说你不爱我

就算是我不懂
能不能原谅我
请不要把分手当作你的请求
我知道坚持要走是你受伤的借口
请你回头
我会陪你一直走到最后

就算没有结果
我也能够承受
我知道你的痛
是我给的承诺
你说给过我纵容
沉默是因为包容

如果要走
请你记得我

如果难过
请你忘了我


omg. omg. this song is AMAZING. lol.
I heart Jay Chou. hahaha.
some of this song is pretty fitting - to a certain period of my relationship with a certain boy. lol.

anyways ya, what a CUTE song! it's so sweet and pretty and beautiful.
this is what is getting me through these "painful" days. lol.

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Who Knew

You took my hand
You showed me how
You promised me you'd be around

Uh huh
That's right

I took your words
And I believed
In everything
You said to me

Yeah huh
That's right

If someone said three years from now
You'd be long gone
I'd stand up and punch them out
Cause they're all wrong
I know better
cause you said forever
and ever
Who knew

Remember when we were such fools
And so convinced and just too cool

Oh no
No no

I wish I could touch you again
I wish I could still call you a friend

I'd give anything

When someone said count your blessings now
For they're long gone
I guess I just didn't know how
I was all wrong
They knew better
Still you said forever
And ever
Who knew


I'll keep you locked in my head
Until we meet again

And I won't forget you my friend
What happened

If someone said three years from now
You'd be long gone
I'd stand up and punch them out
Cause they're all wrong and

That last kiss
I'll cherish
Until we meet again
And time makes
It harder
I wish I could remember
But I keep
Your memory
You visit me in my sleep
My darling
Who knew
My darling
I miss you
My darling
Who knew

by request of "anonymous" I am posting.

I was listening to this song at camping, and have been since then. it seems to fit my current state of mind.

it's very heartbreaking and surprisingly touching.

hopefully, I won't end up in this type of situation in the future.

<3>

Where'd You Go

Where'd you go?
I miss you so,
Seems like it's been forever,
That you've been gone.

She said "Some days I feel like shit,
Some days I wanna quit, and just be normal for a bit,"
I don't understand why you have to always be gone,
I get along but the trips always feel so long,
And, I find myself trying to stay by the phone,
'Cause your voice always helps me to not feel so alone,
But I feel like an idiot, workin' my day around the call,
But when I pick up I don't have much to say,
So, I want you to know it's a little fucked up,
That I'm stuck here waitin', at times debatin',
Tellin' you that I've had it with you and your career,
Me and the rest of the family here singing "Where'd you go?"

I miss you so,
Seems like it's been forever,
That you've been gone.
Where'd you go?
I miss you so,
Seems like it's been forever,
That you've been gone,
Please come back home...

You know the place where you used to live,
Used to barbecue up burgers and ribs,
Used to have a little party every Halloween with candy by the pile,
But now, you only stop by every once and a while,
Shit, I find myself just fillin' my time,
With anything to keep the thought of you from my mind,
I'm doin' fine, I plan to keep it that way,
You can call me if you find that you have something to say,
And I'll tell you, I want you to know it's a little fucked up,
That I'm stuck here waitin', at times debatin',
Tellin' you that I've had it with you and your career,
Me and the rest of the family here singing "Where'd you go?"

I miss you so,
Seems like it's been forever,
That you've been gone.
Where'd you go?
I miss you so,
Seems like it's been forever,
That you've been gone,
Please come back home...

I want you to know it's a little fucked up,
That I'm stuck here waitin', no longer debatin',
Tired of sittin' and hatin' and makin' these excuses,
For why you're not around, and feeling so useless,
It seems one thing has been true all along,
You don't really know what you've got 'til it's gone,
I guess I've had it with you and your career,
When you come back I won't be here and you can sing it...

Where'd you go?
I miss you so,
Seems like it's been forever,
That you've been gone.
Where'd you go?
I miss you so,
Seems like it's been forever,
That you've been gone,
Please come back home...
Please come back home...
Please come back home...
Please come back home...
Please come back home...




wow. this song is absolutely amazing. I can't even begin to tell you.
it's just that cool. and touching. and beautiful. and awesome.

they played it on the O.C. in one of the last epsiodes of this season. I totally didn't know it was by Fort Minor, which just makes it so much cooler. it's so fitting for Sandy's whole workoholic situation.

*indulges in song*

<3

Due to technical difficulties with my Limewire and other P2P illegal downloading programs, there may he a hiatus on this blog. Although that happens often anyways.

So... more lyrics after EXAMS. lol :P


<3


P.S. I actually just wanted to type something. Sorry about that. LOL

夜曲

一群嗜血的蚂蚁被腐肉所吸引
我面无表情看孤独的风景
失去你 因为爱开始分明
失去你 还有什麽事好关心
那鸽子不再象徵和平
我终於被提醒 广场上喂食的是秃鹰
我用漂亮的押韵形容被掠夺一空的爱情

啊
乌云开始遮蔽 夜色不乾净
公园里 葬礼的回音 在漫天飞行
送你的白色玫瑰 在纯黑的环境凋零
乌鸦在树枝上诡异的很安静
静静听 我黑色的大衣 想温暖你
日渐冰冷的回忆
走过的走过的生命
啊 四周弥漫雾气
啊 我在空旷的墓地
老去後还爱你

为你弹奏萧邦的夜曲
纪念我逝去的爱情
跟夜风一样的声音 心碎的很好听
手在键盘敲很轻
我给的思念太小心
你埋葬的地方叫幽冥

为你弹奏萧邦的夜曲
纪念我逝去的爱情
而我为你隐姓埋名
在月光下弹琴
对你心跳的感应
还是如此温热亲近
怀念你那鲜红的唇印

那些断翅的蜻蜓 散落在这森林
而我的眼睛 没有丝毫同情
失去你 泪水混浊不清
失去你 我连笑容都有阴影
风在长满青苔的屋顶
嘲笑我的伤心
像一口没有水的枯井
我用凄美的字型
描绘後悔莫及的那爱情

为你弹奏萧邦的夜曲
纪念我逝去的爱情
跟夜风一样的声音 心碎的很好听
手在键盘敲很轻
我给的思念太小心
你埋葬的地方叫幽冥

为你弹奏萧邦的夜曲
纪念我逝去的爱情
而我为你隐姓埋名
在月光下弹琴
对你心跳的感应
还是如此温热亲近
怀念你那鲜红的唇印

一群嗜血的蚂蚁被腐肉所吸引
我面无表情看孤独的风景
失去你 爱开始分明
失去你 还有什麽事好关心
那鸽子不再象徵和平
我终於被提醒 广场上喂食的是秃鹰
我用漂亮的押韵形容被掠夺一空的爱情




I will italicize, bold, colour and underline more stuff later, when it is not tellement tard.

this song is so wonderfully cute and amazing. of course, Jay Chou didn't write this, righ?! I would respect him a lot more if he did... haha.
but it's so beautiful and the lyrics are actually GOOD, which is not the norm. lol.

this is my favourite song now. it's just SO awesome. I've listened to it like 50 times in the last 2/3 days. it's so good. lol.

what's with Jay's obsession with Chopin?? oh well, it's good. lol.
and what;s with people's obsession with him?? he's apparently "shy" and "quiet", therefore, the fangirls conclude that he is "sensitive".
oh god, could he be more fake? lol... sorry, don't quote me on that. I don't know about the credibility of my statement. he just doesn't seem to have much *real talent* to me. he just sings/raps. and it's cool. and he's a pretty face... well, not that pretty. lol. and he dates girls. and he takes off his shirt. it's all good.


anyways, ya. I'll try to get the sheet music for this. it's just wonderful.

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Let You Go

Broken promises
But you don't really mind
It's not the first time and you know it
Don't you know
Tell me why it is you only smile inside
But when you break me into nothing
Don't you know
It's not like I haven't tried over and over again
Stupid fights, wrong or right
Goodbye

I remember when you came with me that night
We said forever, that you would never let me go
But here I am again
With nothing left inside
Know I don't wanna
But I gotta let you go

You're the one mistake I really didn't mind
So beautiful, unmerciful
It took me down
Too little and too late
See now I know your kind
You fake it easy just to please me
Don't you know
It's not like we haven't tried over and over again
Sleepless nights, wrong or right
Goodbye

I gotta let you go
It's you
There's nothing I can do




what kind of a name is "Ashley Parker Angel"?!?! a blonde formerly in a boyband I guess.. lol. this song is just so-so.. but the lyrics are pretty "relate-able" and pretty descriptive..
so ya, let's hope this guy is just a one-hit wonder :P lol. wouldn't want to be writing Ashley Parker Angel all the time..

oh and, in music related news, the CS teacher was like "you guys can sing a song, and talk about it for your final presentation". which is SO COOL and SO EASY hahaha. I dunno if like Lisa, Joy, Fay or Claire will want to do it.. but it would be SO GOOD. we could talk about Jay Chou!! haha..... we wouldn't even have to sing... we could be just talk about him then play his music. or even better, we can compare his rapping to like 50 Cent!! haha, that would be awesome.

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The Difference

Slow dancing on the boulevard
In the quiet moments while the citys still dark
Sleepwalking through the summer rain and the tired spaces
You could hear her name when she was warm and tender
And you held her arms around you
There was nothing but her love and affection
She was crazy for you
Now she's a part of something that you lost

And for all you know
This could be
The difference between what you need
And what you want to be
Yeah, what you want to be

Night swimming in her diamond dress
Making small circles move across the surface
Stand watching from the steady shore
Feeling wide open and waiting for
Something warm and tender
Now she's moving further from you
There was nothing that could make it easy on you
Every step you take reminds you that she's walking wrong

Yeah, for all you know
This could be
The difference between what you need
And what you want

Every word you never said
Echoes down your empty hallway
And everything that was your world
Just came down

Day breaking on the boulevard
Feel the sun warming up your second hand heart
Light swimming right across your face
And you think maybe someday, yeah
Maybe someday

For all you know
Yeah, this could be
The difference between what you need
And what you want

Yeah, for all you know
For all you know
Yeah, for all that you know
This is what you want to be
Girl, what you want to be


this was one of the two songs like Melissa L (shedevil666) used in the last chapter of her fic "Chaos" (I think... ) lol. the other song is White Flag by Dido. and ever since I read that fic, even if I hardly remember it, I have really deeply loved these two songs. it's about time I agknowledged that :)

<3 to fanfics, the amazing people who write them, and the amazing people who read them

就是我

我想了十几个夜晚我想我一直都在想
什么是完美的感动我想到开始头痛
你说不定也是一样想要爱却害怕遗憾
你说不定也很希望我可以比你勇敢
躺在星空下的草地上
心事全都摊开让你看
满天星星张大眼睛盯著我
想要说
任他们说他们看我都不管
我只要宣布爱你的人就是我
对没有错就是要
简简单单就是我爱你爱我
不需要啰嗦
我想了十几个夜晚我想我一直都在想
什么是完美的感动我想到开始头痛
你说不定也是一样想要爱却害怕遗憾
你说不定也很希望能和我交个朋友
躺在星空下的草地上
心事全都摊开让你看
满天星星张大眼睛盯著我
想要说
任他们说他们看我都不管
我只要宣布爱你的人就是我
对没有错就是要
简简单单就是我爱你爱我
不要啰嗦
躺在星空下的草地上
心事全都摊开让你看
满天星星张大眼睛盯著我
想要说
任他们说他们看我都不管
我只要宣布爱你的人就是我
对没有错就是要
简简单单就是我爱你爱我
任他们说他们看我都不管
我只要宣布爱你的人就是我
对没有错就是要
简简单单就是我爱你爱我
不需要啰嗦


omg, this song is another awesomely cute and cool song by 林俊杰. *hearts* lol.
he's so cool. and this is song is like the celery song... except a bit better haha.
anyways, yay, another addition to my lovely collection of sappy C-pop songs =)

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My Immortal

I'm so tired of being here
Suppressed by all my childish fears
And if you have to leave
I wish that you would just leave
'Cause your presence still lingers here
And it won't leave me alone

These wounds won't seem to heal
This pain is just too real
There's just too much that time cannot erase

When you cried I'd wipe away all of your tears
When you'd scream I'd fight away all of your fears
And I held your hand through all of these years
But you still have
All of me

You used to captivate me
By your resonating light
Now I'm bound by the life you left behind
Your face it haunts
My once pleasant dreams
Your voice it chased away
All the sanity in me

These wounds won't seem to heal
This pain is just too real
There's just too much that time cannot erase

I've tried so hard to tell myself that you're gone
But though you're still with me
I've been alone all along



oh, what an amazing song. really brings me back to like beginning of Grade 8 and the fact that I can't sing. I may or may not be singing this song for the stupid contest. we'll see.
one day, I'll be able to play this song on the piano :P

I wonder where that drawing that I did in Gr. 8 went... it was "inspired" by this song. true, it was pretty crappy drawing, but I liked it. it was sorta like the video.

"listen to your heart"? for the singing thing? I dunno... we'll see.

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hey, so you know it's lame when you post the same song twice, right??
lmao.
so ashamed.. such a preppy song... -sigh-
lol

Beautiful Soul

I don't want another pretty face
I don't want just anyone to hold
I don't want my love to go to waste
I want you and your beautiful soul
You're the one I wanna chase
You're the one I wanna hold
I wont let another minute go to waste
I want you and your beautiful soul

I know that you are something special
To you I'd be always faithful
I want to be what you always needed
Then I hope you'll see the heart in me

I don't want another pretty face
I don't want just anyone to hold
I don't want my love to go to waste
I want you and your beautiful soul
You're the one I wanna chase
You're the one I wanna hold
I wont let another minute go to waste
I want you and your beautiful soul

Your beautiful soul, yeah

You might need time to think it over
But im just fine moving forward
I'll ease your mind
If you give me the chance
I will never make you cry c`mon lets try

Am I crazy for wanting you
Baby do you think you could want me too
I don't wanna waste your time
Do you see things the way I do
I just wanna know that you feel it too
There is nothing left to hide

I don't want another pretty face
I don't want just anyone to hold
I don't want my love to go to waste
I want you and your beautiful soul
You're the one I wanna chase
You're the one I wanna hold
I wont let another minute go to waste

I want you and your soul
I don't want another pretty face
I don't want just anyone to hold
I don't want my love to go to waste
I want you and your beautiful soul

Your beautiful soul



This song is cheesy, and whatever. But it's really really cute and it means a lot to me. Besides all the fun and memories it represents from Grade 9 and all the Jesse McCartney lovin/hatin, this is also one of those songs of my trip to China.
I'll always remember the first time I heard this song. It was on the place ride to China and I couldn't for the life of me figure out if "Jesse" was a girl or a guy XDD. It was either a really girly guy or a manly girl. It was really hard to figure out.
But... once I saw his picture/video, how can you resist that face?!
<33 =)