My Immortal

I'm so tired of being here
Suppressed by all my childish fears
And if you have to leave
I wish that you would just leave
'Cause your presence still lingers here
And it won't leave me alone

These wounds won't seem to heal
This pain is just too real
There's just too much that time cannot erase

When you cried I'd wipe away all of your tears
When you'd scream I'd fight away all of your fears
And I held your hand through all of these years
But you still have
All of me

You used to captivate me
By your resonating light
Now I'm bound by the life you left behind
Your face it haunts
My once pleasant dreams
Your voice it chased away
All the sanity in me

These wounds won't seem to heal
This pain is just too real
There's just too much that time cannot erase

I've tried so hard to tell myself that you're gone
But though you're still with me
I've been alone all along



oh, what an amazing song. really brings me back to like beginning of Grade 8 and the fact that I can't sing. I may or may not be singing this song for the stupid contest. we'll see.
one day, I'll be able to play this song on the piano :P

I wonder where that drawing that I did in Gr. 8 went... it was "inspired" by this song. true, it was pretty crappy drawing, but I liked it. it was sorta like the video.

"listen to your heart"? for the singing thing? I dunno... we'll see.

<33

hey, so you know it's lame when you post the same song twice, right??
lmao.
so ashamed.. such a preppy song... -sigh-
lol

Beautiful Soul

I don't want another pretty face
I don't want just anyone to hold
I don't want my love to go to waste
I want you and your beautiful soul
You're the one I wanna chase
You're the one I wanna hold
I wont let another minute go to waste
I want you and your beautiful soul

I know that you are something special
To you I'd be always faithful
I want to be what you always needed
Then I hope you'll see the heart in me

I don't want another pretty face
I don't want just anyone to hold
I don't want my love to go to waste
I want you and your beautiful soul
You're the one I wanna chase
You're the one I wanna hold
I wont let another minute go to waste
I want you and your beautiful soul

Your beautiful soul, yeah

You might need time to think it over
But im just fine moving forward
I'll ease your mind
If you give me the chance
I will never make you cry c`mon lets try

Am I crazy for wanting you
Baby do you think you could want me too
I don't wanna waste your time
Do you see things the way I do
I just wanna know that you feel it too
There is nothing left to hide

I don't want another pretty face
I don't want just anyone to hold
I don't want my love to go to waste
I want you and your beautiful soul
You're the one I wanna chase
You're the one I wanna hold
I wont let another minute go to waste

I want you and your soul
I don't want another pretty face
I don't want just anyone to hold
I don't want my love to go to waste
I want you and your beautiful soul

Your beautiful soul



This song is cheesy, and whatever. But it's really really cute and it means a lot to me. Besides all the fun and memories it represents from Grade 9 and all the Jesse McCartney lovin/hatin, this is also one of those songs of my trip to China.
I'll always remember the first time I heard this song. It was on the place ride to China and I couldn't for the life of me figure out if "Jesse" was a girl or a guy XDD. It was either a really girly guy or a manly girl. It was really hard to figure out.
But... once I saw his picture/video, how can you resist that face?!
<33 =)

Almost

I almost got drunk at school at 14
Where I almost made out with the homecoming queen
Who almost went on to be Ms. Texas
But lost to a slut with much bigger breastes
I almost dropped out to move to L.A.
Where I was almost famous for almost a day

And I almost had you
But I guess that doesn't cut it
Almost loved you
I almost wished you woulda loved me too

I almost held up a grocery store
Where I almost did 5 years and then 7 more
Cuz I almost got popped for a fight with a thug
Cuz he almost made off with a buncha the drugs
That I almost got hooked on cuz you ran away
And I wished I woulda had the nerve to ask you to stay

And I almost had you
But I guess that doesn't cut it
Almost loved you
And I didn't even know it

You kept me guessin'
And now I'm destined
To spend my time missin' you
I almost wished you woulda loved me too

Here I go thinkin' about all the things I could have done
I'm gonna need a forklift cuz all the baggage weighs a ton
I know we've had our problems. I can't remember one.

I almost forgot to say something else
And if I can't fit it in I'll keep it all to myself
I almost wrote a song about you today
But I tore it all up and then I threw it away

And I almost had you
But I guess that doesn't cut it
Almost loved you
And I didn't even know it

You kept me guessin'
And now I'm destined
To spend my time missin' you
I almost wished you woulda loved me too

I almost wished you woulda loved me too




so funny and so cute. <33 I think BFS is my new punk pop group. haha. except, NO BAND will ever surpass SP =)

Punk Rock 101

She works at Hot Topic
His heart microscopic
She thinks that its love but to him its sex
He listens to emo but fat mike's his hero
His bank account's zero
What comes next?

Same song different chorus

It's stupid, contagious
To be broke and famous
Can someone please save us from punk rock 101
My Dickies, your sweat bands
My spiked hair, your new Vans
Let's throw up our rock hands for punk rock 101

She bought him a skateboard, a rail slide, his knee tore
He traded it for drums at the local pawn shop
She left him for staring at girls and not caring
When she cried because she thought Bon Jovi broke up

Same song second chorus

Don't forget to dely...on the very last word

Seven years later he works as a waiter
She married a trucker and he's never there
The story never changes, just the names and faces
Like Tommy and Gina they're living on a prayer

Did you just say that?
I said

It's stupid, contagious (same song different chorus)
To be broke and famous (same song different chorus)
Can someone please save us from punk rock 101
My Dickies, your rock hands
My spiked hair, your new Vans
Let's shoplift some sweatbands for punk rock 101



<33 LMFAO. I've been waiting for a song like this. SO GOOD. and SO TRUE.
I was pretty fed up with the punk scene too, when I was really into that stuff. it really is true. all you gotta do to be punk is to play guitar or drums, wear Dickies, and other black clothes like band brands (especially from the guys of Blink), and you gotta wear those Vans skate shoes. go to the Warped tour.. get a coupla piercings and tattoos. be a rebel. learn to skateboard. dye your hair funny colours, and spike it up.

simple. that's the 101 :P

Shook Ones

Word up son, word
Yeah, to all the killers and a hundred dollar billas
(yo I got the phone thing, knowmsayin’, keep your eyes open)
For real niggas who ain’t got no feelings
(keep your eyes open)
(no doubt, no doubt son, I got this, I got this)
(just watch my back, I got this first, yo)
Check it out now
(word up, say it to them niggas, check this out it’s a murda)

[prodigy]
I got you stuck off the realness, we be the infamous
You heard of us
Official queensbridge murderers
The mobb comes equipped with warfare, beware
Of my crime family who got nuff shots to share
For all of those who wanna profile and pose
Rock you in your face, stab your brain wit’ your nosebone
You all alone in these streets, cousin
Every man for theirself in this land we be gunnin’
And keep them shook crews runnin’
Like they supposed to
They come around but they never come close to
I can see it inside your face
You’re in the wrong place
Cowards like you just get they’re whole body laced up
With bullet holes and such
Speak the wrong words man and you will get touched
You can put your whole army against my team and
I guarantee you it’ll be your very last time breathin’
Your simple words just don’t move me
You’re minor, we’re major
You all up in the game and don’t deserve to be a player
Don’t make me have to call your name out
Your crew is featherweight
My gunshots’ll make you levitate
I’m only nineteen but my mind is old
And when the things get for real my warm heart turns cold
Another nigga deceased, another story gets told
It ain’t nothin’ really
Hey, yo dun spark the phillie
So I can get my mind off these yellowbacked niggas
Why they still alive I don’t know, go figure
Meanwhile back in queens the realness is foundation
If I die I couldn’t choose a better location
When the slugs penetrate you feel a burning sensation
Getting closer to God in a tight situation
Now, take these words home and think it through
Or the next rhyme I write might be about you

Chorus:
Son, they shook...
’cause ain’t no such things as halfway crooks
Scared to death, scared to look
They shook
’cause ain’t no such things as halfway crooks
Scared to death, scared to look

Livin’ the live that of diamonds and guns
There’s numerous ways you can choose to earn funds...earn funds
Some of ’em get shot, locked down and turn nuns
Cowardly hearts end straight up shook ones...shook ones
He ain’t a crook son, he’s just a shook one...shook one

[havoc]
For every rhyme I write, it’s 25 to life
Yo, it’s a must the gats we trust safeguardin’ my life
Ain’t no time for hesitation
That only leads to incarceration
You don’t know me, there’s no relation
Queensbridge niggas don’t play
I don’t got time for your petty thinking mind
Son, I’m bigga than those claimin’ that you pack heat
But you’re scared to hold
And when the smoke clears you’ll be left with one in your dome
13 years in the projects, my mentality is what, kid
You talk a good one but you don’t want it
Sometimes I wonder do I deserve to live
Or am I going to burn in hell for all the things I did
No time to dwell on that ’cause my brain reacts
Front if you want kid, lay on your back
I don’t fake that kid
Stay in a child’s place, kid you out o’ line
Criminal minds thirsty for recognition
I’m sippin’ e&j, got my mind flippin’
I’m buggin’ think I’m how bizar to hold my hustlin’
Get that loot kid, you know my function
Cause long as I’m alive i’ma live illegal
And once I get on i’ma put on, on my people
React mix to lyrics like macs I hit your dome up
When I roll up, don’t be caught sleepin’
Cause I’m creepin’

Chorus:

Son, they shook...
’cause ain’t no such things as halfway crooks
Scared to death and scared to look
(he’s just a shook one)
They shook...
’cause ain’t no such things as halfway crooks
Scared to death and scared to look
(we live the live that of diamonds)

They shook...
’cause ain’t no such things as halfway crooks
Scared to death and scared to look
They shook...
’cause ain’t no such things as halfway crooks, crooks..

Livin’ the live that of diamonds and guns
There’s numerous ways you can choose to earn funds...earn funds
But some of ’em get shot, locked down and turn nuns
Cowardly hearts end straight up shook ones...shook ones
He ain’t a crook son, he’s just a shook one...shook one

Yeah, yeah, yeah
To all the villains and a hundred dollar billas
To real brothers who ain’t got no dealings
G-yeah, the whole bridge, queens get the money
41st side (he’s just a shook one)
Keepin’ it real (you know)
Queens get the money...




8 Mile inspired.
no such thing as halfway crooks, man.

<3